nick p

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 03:11:40 GMT

gbbhibhyiuiuojo im michelle peck hahahah, what a jerk

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 07:00:23 GMT

i hat e you al;

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 04:37:25 GMT

played a show, went pretty well, i need to get way better at bass. where have my triplets gone?

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 00:47:41 GMT

jsut got done talkin with my mother. nothin got solved, but were talkin and thats good i suppose.

show at i-rock tomorrow but none of you are goin cause your bastards

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 06:55:17 GMT

just got back from some camping. pretty rad. the drummer from suicide machines was suppose to come with us but he ended up not. that woulda been pretty sweet in my book.

maybe im developing an alcohol dependency

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 19:19:07 GMT

hmm, maybe all my actions of late have been juvenille, maybe.

nonetheless, dont tell me what to do.

i'll figure something out, i always seem too.

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 04:36:08 GMT

rob cousino owes $20 ok nik

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 06:50:29 GMT

gonna be home tomorrow, or should i say homeless. might go to grand rapids this weekend dont know for sure, maybe go see goatwhore tomorrow. hmm. im sure ill find a place to go.

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 06:21:05 GMT

maybe im back, maybe not, dont have a home as of now, drink too much and dont have a job, thanks to anyone whose still friends with me. and i apologize to anyone i have wronged in the past, be it large or small, i feel there are many and i dont want enemies, im sorry

Sat, 18 Jan 2003 05:51:29 GMT

ran a 2:01.8 half mile and a 52.8 split in the 4x4. not too bad. ill run under 2 min next week. kinda weird in the van cause basically everyone thats cool (cross country kids) drove seperately. only amy was with me on the way up and brenton on the way down. kinda sad. i think were cool now but its gonna be one of those things where we jsut kinda brush it under the carpet and forget it ever happened. i jsut want things back to the way they were.

Fri, 17 Jan 2003 03:21:01 GMT

track tomorrow, saginaw valley, running the 800, gonna beat brenton, aww yeah. ohh yeah, and gonna make thing cool and not wierd between us. everythings gonna be all right and nicks gonna be stable once again for a little while.

Tue, 14 Jan 2003 01:31:15 GMT

ahhh, stupid unfigurable out girl who likes to try to not lead me on but does yet nothin can happen and i want to die. girls never like to work out with nick

Sat, 11 Jan 2003 04:34:16 GMT

thanks for calling or giving a fuck, im glad someone does. almost died a couple times falling asleep at the wheel last night coming home from st. clair. least woulda gave me something to type about. ramble, ramble, ramble. got a meet tomrrow during the day at u of m. jerking off the rest of the day, aint got shit to do. and no ones gonna call em or leave messages on this so maybe ill stop writing cause theres a good chance if you read this you dont talk to me anymore or see me for reasons im unsure of. i think its mostly my dorkiness and laziness, but i wish someone will tell me. its not right when you jsut live your life waiting for that next time you can just curl up and go to sleep.

Tue, 07 Jan 2003 03:55:37 GMT

went sledding tongiht with tom and josh. good times. only people on the hill so it was pretty cool. my sled broke though so me and tom are goin to remake it with better wood. gotta work tomorrw and im actually gonna go, lame. then gotta run and sit on my arse. later

Mon, 06 Jan 2003 16:57:22 GMT

havent done much lately, lots of tryin to stay away from the rents with them be off of work. but on the good side of things my dad has 2 job interviews today, so hopefully he'll get one soon and be out of the house more. i need to go sledding. someone should go with

Tue, 31 Dec 2002 02:45:59 GMT

fuck you guys. my internet be retarted so i cant go online. so hopefully itll get fixed eventually. so pick up a phone and call me. 774-9480

Fri, 27 Dec 2002 20:59:42 GMT

anyone know a nice attention getting, failure-prone suicide attempt? or any place that i could leave to and never be back to this shithole of retards like me. fuck you guys.

Sun, 22 Dec 2002 17:33:54 GMT

so yesterday was turning out to be a pretty big waste. when up and hung out at the tat shop for a few hours but it was busy so i jsut kinda sat there. came home and went online, and justin was on so me him and will met up at coneys and chilled for a few hours. good seeing that boy. hes suppose to sell me his bass today. good stuff. saw kristy and kathleen up there, made fun of lance, good times.

Wed, 18 Dec 2002 00:51:28 GMT

im sick right now and ive been running shitty at practice. upsetting. but on a good note, 2 more days of school then im out for a month. woohoo.

Mon, 09 Dec 2002 23:04:26 GMT

pretty good weekend. had a meet up at saginaw valley friday, ran shitty cause my foot was all bleeding. thats ok though. glad amy was there to talk to, and listen to her try and argue with lance. hung out with ashley saturday during the day and she got my mind off of things that it shouldnt be on. she helped the old noggen out a lot. then that night i went over to steves and we chilled and he showed me some of his sweet ass metal guitar parts. they were tuff. went over to brendans with him bout 11 and played video games til like 3 with the boys, always fun stuff. then hung out with bondra and tony yesterday shopping, even though i didnt buy anything, ahh well. my foot bled more today but that ok. should i get toms family a pineapple?

Thu, 05 Dec 2002 23:10:57 GMT

first indoor track meet of the season tomorrow. ohh man. wish me luck guys, cause i dont want to suck it up.

Sat, 30 Nov 2002 00:42:50 GMT

so i survived last night some how. i was positive a few times that this was the end for nick. alcohol = bad. yeah im not drinkin for a long, long time. and my puke looked like sherbert.

Mon, 25 Nov 2002 02:02:47 GMT

my dad has a thing where he thinks because im in the kitchen i want to talk to him. why doesnt he realize i want to kill him. i really wish back in the day he woulda done it right.

Sun, 24 Nov 2002 00:58:15 GMT

smoking bugs nicks lungs. sittin at home. dont know if im content sitting here or if i need someplace to go, something to do, someone to see. we'll figure it out in the next little while i guess. hmm. the senseless rants or a 5 year stuck in an 18 year olds body. i kinda wish i went to a real school away from home. but then id probably be wasting money that i/my family does not have. and id probably just fuck up. ahh well. i need a drink

Sat, 23 Nov 2002 01:48:45 GMT

went up to msu to visit people yesterday. didnt really get to see anyone except joey, but hes badass so its all good. we came home today and he fixed up my car so it runs better which is always a plus. dont know what im doin tonight, think im gonna call tom when he gets off work. umm, call me anyone that still talks to me to do stuff with me this weekend.